I think another one of the most horrible feelings in the world, is waiting for the worst to come. When something bad has happened, and you KNOW that its gonna get worse, and you just have to wait, bc it will be unexpected. I didnt sleep at all last night. I dont know why. I have been sleeping really well lately. But last night i didnt. Theres alot of stuff on my mind, and no one to relieve it. well crap. I also realized that i am scared to let people love me. Its a really crap thing to know. -later-