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You used to tell me how much you loved me. Now these three words are a product of your fear of being alone. You beg me not to go. I stop. Maybe if I stick around for just a little while, we can make things right. Maybe if I give it some time, we'll be back to normal - I'll be back to normal. Why do I always change my mind for you? Why do you always make me rethink my rash decisions? Sometimes you're just supposed to follow your instincts. What little I have left of my Woman's intuition is telling me to up and run. Make a break for it. Get out before it self-destructs. You beg me to stay. I'm so tired of waiting around. I'm so tired of not wanting this anymore. I'm so tired. This awkward jumpstart-stalling relationship has grown too much to bare. I want us to be happy. I want things to work out. I just don't know if they will work out together. Why do I always come back to you?
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Don't know why it took me this long... that's a lie. It took so long because I was too scared.
I'm not sure if this relationship still exists or how you're doing these days Mappie. I hope you're okay.
You're a competent, intuitive young lady, don't let anyone ever tell you differently. When it doubt, just stop. Don't listen to anyone but just stop. Listen to your insides. If you hear a growl, you're hungry. If not, listen to your brain.
or listen to dashboard. Or that crappy band Incubus.

.S
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