Right, so theres this guy, that i am like crazy about, as you all know. Okay, theres this new guy at school, and he is really really cute. . . I dont like him or anything, but i would like to know that i would be able to if i really wanted to. . . but i cant. I was talking to him today, and he's really sweet and extremely smart. He's awesome. Heres the funnie part. The entire time i was talking to this guy, who would be awesome for me to like, even though i like barely know him, guess who was floating around in the back of my head?!?! yeah. . . this is not the first time that this has happened. I dont know why...but this guy is absolutely not allowing me to move on. And it makes nooo sense, bc its not like there is anything going on between the two of us, its just...holding me back...and i dont understand it at all. a friend of mine told me about a conversation that she had with him, that went pretty well, and he doesnt hate me as much as i thought he did, and i know not to take this out of context, bc just bc he doesnt hate me, it doesnt mean he is like in love with me, but it is soooo hard to settle for a middle ground. I know its not fair, or going to happen, but right now, it just feels like i want it all or nothing. But i think i just want it all, bc i dont think i could live without him (corny, i know) I wish..it would be different...i wish i could move on...or, just...i dunno. . . i wish it would be better... but how am i supposed to fix this?? please help me...