Thats just how it goes

by dazednconfused
Feeling: disappointed
Omg. I am so fucking sick of this bullshit. Why is it that everytime i like a guy, one of my best friends decide that they like i him too. And then im supposed to feel bad bc they feel guitly about it. Ya know, i will NEVER understand why this keeps happening to me. I just need to find a guy that doesnt go to ecole, that none of my friends know. Bc that way, i MIGHT not get fucked over. Another thing i will never understand is why they always want the other one. What is SO terribly wrong with me???? GOD!!!! I dont get it!! What the fuck is wrong with me? i dont think im THAT bad! I hate guys. I hate girls. I need to just be like. . . .asexual. People suck. Fuck it.
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*closes eyes* i hope this isnt about me-im barely even talking to him anymore-map if its me ya really need to tell me. im sorry if its not and im paranoid, but ya know-with all of the shit-i dont know just talk to me about it please-tell me who it is- *cries* IM TORN IN THIS!! EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME SHIT AND IM NOT EVEN TALKING TO HIM ANYMORE!! I NEVER WANNA HURT YOU MAP! I LOVE YOU AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM!! please tell me this isnt me

LB
argh! i hatre whent people do that it so fuckin makes me mad..the person i like ..like's my best friend and yeah i am still well pissed off
p*o*b*l*e*m
Walmart.. its your friend, and its a good place to pick up on people of the opposite sex.. when your single that is. if your not singel then its a good place to buy things :)
[Anonymous]
Hey yea bout the friend liking everyone u like...i can relate..ALOT..oh and it's not you they don't like its your so called "friend" (she's probably easy!!) hey how you get the words round the mouse and how they pop up when i get on your page??
[Anonymous]
Believe me, I've been there. I think thats why I like your journal so much...it seems like I can really understand everything your going through at least a little. You probably live in a small town, I do, and my friends will always like the person I like but then it turns out they'll get him and break up in a week or something. So in all actuality it isn't as bad as it seems. Theres nothing wrong with you, its just that timing is everything and
...it doesn't appear to be a friend of either u or I. You'll find someone when u least expect it. Once you stop searching, let them just come to you. I mean just by reading your journal I can tell that your an awesome person. Anyway, just keep your head up...don't give up and close yourself off like I did...it makes things even worse.
im sorry map. i dont like him anymore... he was just so cute. he said he didnt want me tho... so he's all yours. im so sorry. i wont like a guy you like ever again.
[Anonymous]
got a song for you:

is it ok if i don't care anymore? we all give up sometimes, and i guess that should be good enough for me.


yeah sorry... random.
[Anonymous]
cliche alert: i know exactly what you mean. i have horrible luck with love/infatuation/relationships too.

yes, it would be a good idea to find a guy your friends know nothing about. it's much less complicated.
[Anonymous]