I am such a bitch. I swear. Grr. Anyway. umm...today, mica came over, and while she was here, she called peter. Yeah. I didnt talk to him, but i was happy to just hear his voice. I know...its sad. I need to get over it. And i am trying soo hard to not think about him, every single person that i have had a crush on lately has been to keep my mind off of him., But they all end crappily, so it doesnt work. I wonder if he ever thinks about me...and then i realize. . .NOPE! haha Then, she called patrick. We talked for a little while. He didnt get the text message i sent him. GODDAMNIT! I CANT CATCH A FUCKING BREAK, I SWEAR!! (nice try stef) so yah. . . all of the shit that i said, all of the effort that it took to risk it and put my feelings out there like that. all for nothing. Figures. but it doesnt matter anyway. . bc he likes someone else! i hate them all i swear. whatever!!!! grr. again. hey. . if youre a guy. . and not a dick. . .then leave a comment...otherwise, you may just piss me off. haha. -later-