I feel like crap. I dont know why it is, but lately i have felt less and less wanted by even my closest friends. I am never satisfied. Well, i THINK i know why, but nothing can be done about that, bc feelings arent always reciprocated, and we can NEVER get just what we want. I dont want to be alone anymore. I want to be loved. and not just by my friends. My heart feels like it is burning. I am burning. Loneliness assumes many forms, each equally undesirable--an unsatisfied ache, an inner vacuum, a craving for satisfaction. The human heart has an insatiable longing to be loved. im tired of being lonely.