Its been One Week

Feeling: torn
Okay, so i just finished up the first week of school, and it fell nothing short of interesting. Just like any other year at Ecole Classique, the bitter smell of textbooks and drama filled the air, which, in its own strange way, was somewhat welcoming. I had my fill of people for the week, and met alot of new people. And i recruited 4 new boys for choir. AND THEY ROCK! My mom's friend Roy died two days ago. The funeral is tomorrow. I am not going, because i only met him a few times. But Mike called earlier, and i didnt answer the phone. I didnt know what to say to him... Roy was his best friend since he was 16, and i have never dealt well with death. My mom is doing well in comforting him, and i know that he will be fine. Mrs. Ree had her open-heart surgery today, and it wasnt a tumor, it was just an infection but they had to replace the valve regardless. I dont much know what else to say. It has been a stressful week, and im much looking forward to a short break. 31 weeks to go. . . Oh, and i must take this time to remind myself not to be such a babbling idiot when it comes to talking to boys. Even the ones that i have grown completely comfortable with. Its bad embarrassing yourself in front of a boy, but it is far worse when you embarrass yourself in an instant message. You would think that since you are typing, you would have a second to think about what you are going to say. . but NO. I have to be a fucktard, and just type anything i think of. And ultimately sound like a character from Clueless. That....or Forrest Gump.
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Hmm... I have so done that- embarrassing myself in an IM. But in the end, I think it worked out for the better for me. I was saying hella random shit and I guess the guy I was talking to thought I was sane and knew what I was saying... so about 20 minutes later he tells me he liked me and the night we went camping and shared a cot to watch the stars, he said he was looking at me and not the sky. Yeah, that is pretty corny... haha.. I know.
Haha...sounds like me, the embarassing yourself in front of guys...I get so shy and I am not a shy person. Sometimes I wonder if ims really deserve all the credit they get...I mean the weird things you say to them can be taken anyway, where as in person you can fix it a little better lol. Well school starts for me on wed, I don't really mind...hopefully it will be welcoming for me also. Visit soon.
wow the 1st week sukd DRAMA omg get out of jesse's ass haha i mean come on i love u so much maybe the 2nd week is better read my diary thou! love ro
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