Okay, so yeah. My head itches. Yesterday, i went to Kidsports for a birthday party for my 4 year old cousin, Jules. Big fun. But my old friend Stuart works there, and DAMN. . . stuart grew up! heh heh. so it was cool seeing him again. Then i went to Stef's house, and chilled with stef, alex, dan, and earl. It was fun. I love those people. I missed chilling with friends, i kinda forgot what it was like. But i have been doing it alot more recently, well, with certain ones anyway, and its really nice. And my liney is finally out of nocca, so thats good. I havent really chilled with mica lately, but, as she always says, i have my friends, and she has hers. I guess there just cant be a middle ground... Things have kinda been mucho confusing as of late, and i dunno..its weird. And i just really needed my friends to help get me through it. I made a HUGE decision last night. I need to do something, and i have decided to stop being a loser, and just do it. So im gonna. I dont exactly know when, or how it will work out, but im going for it. Im taking a risk. And i think I'll feel alot better afterwards. But i shall write more on this subject in another entry. Thanks to stef and alex for helping me out. You have no idea how much you guys mean to me, and i love you so much. *row row row your boat* So... here i go....looks like Im growing up....