How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?

Listening to: Way Away- Yellowcard
Feeling: fedup
>>How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done >>I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run >>I know that I've hurt you things will never be the same >>The only love I'll ever knew, I threw it all away So I feel incredibly lonely right now? What of it? I'm not quite sure why either, but I'm having a couple off days. Fluff and Roo slept over last night and we got onto a strange chain of topics, half about love. It's funny, but for the first time in a very long time, I actually completely believed in what I was saying and as much as they argued, I felt I was right. Love is over-rated and also taken for granted. Love doesn't even exist. It's just a word people made up for an emotion because humans have to classify everything as something. Why the hell does it matter so much to people to sway my oppinions? I won't even mention the other part of the conversation, but they say he apparently really "loved" me. I couldn't smile, couldn't reminiss... It means nothing to me now. It's funny that he's the one who made me believe this.
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You cant be that bitter... I dont know, maybe there is no such thing as love, but if there isnt, I dont know if there would be such thing as happiness either... because the person that I love is the only thing that makes me happy anymore... well there are my two cents, im not very smart so you dont need to listen if you dont want to
Bye
Dan