I simply adore her. She makes me happier then anyone else ever could and I think I'm falling hard. Despite any sadness, despite any jealousy... I have an obsession and she cares. I have someone who's there for me every day... Every day may not be in the conventional sense, but still there all the same. No one can shake the smile her words bring to my face. She called me pretty... I'm pretty? I'm rambling. I love her to death. Long weekend... Did nothing. Ate barely anything. Never hungry anymore. I'm half intoxicated by-- Damnit, off subject again. >.< Nnnn... I'm stalling on my surrealism essay like I have been for the last three weeks. I'm starting after this entry- I swear it. I swear! Hah. I wish I had motivation for things I actually need to get done... But I don't. Once I get started, it shouldn't be too bad. I need to keep telling myself this. I need to stop thinking I'm hungry because I fully realize unless I get off my ass, food will not be coming to me. This is how I lose weight. I don't get up, I start on projects and forget I'm hungry, therefore I don't eat. Man, if I actually ate and continued this pattern... I wouldn't fit in the chair. Ok, now seriously... I'm going to get my headphones and my notes for this bitch and I'm starting, yes... Starting. Seriously, if you're all reading this again, I doubt I'll have free time to chill today as I have no idea how I'm going to blend this one together. My 93 is going down the tubes. Thank God for Kat saving any sanity I have left.