Let's see... Updates of the life of moi are in order, no? No, probably not actually because no one really cares, but I'll damn tell you anyway because this is becoming one hellish summer. Let's see now, Dan AKA Sunshine came over the day before yesterday to just hang out with me since we haven't gotten to do that like... Since the days when Brandon was absent from art or Cella was absent from science. It was fun. He drew me a shirtless man and we watched music videos. Heh heh. I really like Modest Mouse now. My dad apparently has the CD so I'm going to either steal or burn it from him mwahaha. Then though, he wanted to go see his beloved across the street so she was all "Me and Brenda will come get you guys" so they walk across the street, Brenda makes a sandwhich in one of her manic moods and just as we're leaving, my parents walk in. Woah! Dad's head spun off into another dimension. Before I took him home later he said I'm not aloud to have Brenda over anymore. That's really fricken cool. Now I can't go to my best friend's house and she can't come here. Then I was grounded. For the first time in longer then I can remember, I was grounded. I ended up telling Dr. Peters about it the next morning. I'm really starting to like him. It feels good to get everything off my chest and have someone who actually supports me about things. I told him I haven't had someone seriously hug me and be there for me and MEAN IT in longer then I can remember either... Well, except Kat (I luff j00, hun) But Cali hugs are virtual and far away. ;-; But for once, someone actually said I have a right to feel upset about that. He said if friends aren't there to comfort, what are friends? I don't know anymore. I tried to call Al because I simply needed to get away and talk to someone, but he's never available. I miss him. I miss just being friends with him and nothing more. I'm sick of everything having to be more then friends. Sure, I'd like a relationship, but I'm not in a hurry to settle this time. Anyway though, back to the blahness... I've been talking to Alek and Sami online (my cool new friends xoxo) and trying to make plans to eventually see Cella and possably Emmy? Cella might sleep over Thursday so I'm all excited! I miss her so much. Today I had to go to the dentist and I think tomorrow I'll end up going with Katie and her little friend Taylor to see The Princess Diaries again. I know it's gonna come as a shock... But I thought it was adorable. Me and my Fluffy (who I miss terribly) were all close to tears as Ryan was rolling his eyes. Ryan (who I now luvvv) is working on Hello Pretty for us! Woot! But yeah, it was cute and I really like Taylor so I'll probably go. It's good that Kate has other friends besides Karlie, because I still stand that that girl treats her like crap. I can be a fricken good big sister every now and then! Argh. Just randomness, but I look like crap! I went out to walk to dog and get some air today in pants from seventh grade (waay oversized, man!), some rainbow pajama tank top, rainbow arm warmers (because I got cold, damnit!), frizzy hair, and my new hightops because they're so strange to walk in. I like them though. They're spiffy with their purple laces and I did get used to them. I was like blaring The Birthday Massacre though and belting the lyrics when Rachel just gets out of her car out of nowhere and comes home with me. Fun stuff. Yeah, I'm going to have to look like a normal human being if I go out tomorrow. She was laughing at me (I suppose you're official now though, Sunshine!!) Then there was Sparkle Motion, sex talks at the dinner table, and RPness with Kat and re-doing her SIT because I'm such a good little uke. And a side note, if I had to pick and say who I thought was my best friend right now, it would be her. Thankyou for all your support and being awesome. I'm glad you're enjoying school! It's -almost- got me looking forward to going back. Atleast I'll have awesome nights of play rehearsals to look forward to with some of the coolest people in the world. I hope Muggy does stage crew! I miss him too! I realized how much I've missed and forgotten everyone this summer. Well, soon enough things will be back to being hectic where I get no sleep and no privacy. Oh joy. However, it should fly by with such easy classes and next summer means one thing: TRIP TO CALI! They will not stop this ambition I have from going and now I wanna see pierced hotties from my lovely's school... Either that or, I'm going to visit you, Andrew. Wherever you are, we need to cuddle! But of course, before that is November and hopefully -hopefully- I'll get to spend some time with Shaun. I miss him so much too and he never writes back. Gah. Wow, and you all thought I had no friends? Heh. I just forgot about all of them. Well, this is the longest entry I've ever written in this thing so I'm done now. Au revoir! (Oh, and no French with Madame Eno next year! Thank the fricken lord!)