9:42 Thursday Evening This week is finally looking up. i am still in love. very much so. exactly the same as i was a year ago. the same as i was 4 months ago. As i laugh and it turns into a half-hearted sob. i just you know. miss him. this is the week from hell but i think it's finally ending. tomorrow's friday... I'm so happy... I might (might mightmightmight might)work in New Zealand for a year. I'd be in Lincoln but...20 km apart and an easy 30 minute busride for NZ$3.50 is a lot nicer than 7,500 km apart and a 12 hour flight for US$2,000.