1:58 Early Wednesday Afternoon While I haven't stopped biting my nails completely, it's no longer a thoughtless habit that I constantly partake of. Id Est, my nails are actually growing. It seems I'm getting really close to partial home ownership. After school today I'll be swinging by a house near a park and if it's liveable, I'm apparently going to make an offer. I want to cut out pictures from the New York Times. today is a day of conflict - i want to laugh, and i want to cry. I want to finish my rug, I want to start other sewing projects, I want to go to a used book store and buy old magazines, I want to make enlarged prints, I want to make a huge periodic table. I want to make a table with a periodic table as an underlay. Lately i've been obsessed maybe because he's a chemistry major and I love him and the periodic table brings me closer to him in a small, but significant, way. also the periodic table is just plain interesting.