2:20 Mid Tuesday Afternoon (14 december 2010)

The dream that shook me awake and left me with awful horrible feelings

some regrets

some nostalgia

so much guilt

It's ok, child. It was just a dream. those feelings lingered briefly, and left behind a reality in which I am happy with the choices I ultimately made. a reality in which I know I picked the right man to be my husband.

It never could have worked out between JB and I. never in a million years. That choice could only have led to unhappiness.