11:47 Late Thursday Night (25 September 2008) So, I dreamt about him last night; it was terrible. I don't know why he's cropping up in my dreams and pervading my thoughts all of a sudden. I haven't even heard from him in several weeks. The worst part is I don't know if I like it or if I hate it. It's just because I miss him so much, right? Because we were such close friends. because he reminds me so much of him. This I've already established. So why do i get so happy when I think about January? Caleb had better stay, or I don't know what will happen. damn this graduate school...why don't they just decide already?