These last few days my heart has been weak.. my heart has been crying - I wondered why I felt so empty; so sick! Only two thoughts exist in my life right now... one a possible end to the past, the other a possible beginning to the future, but both thoughts do not come easy. With tears resting among my eyes as I write this, I feel my world likely to crumple at any moment. My heart is rattled; any more and I don't know if I will be able to make it. With the first thought I feel I can only keep doing all that will make this thought easier to bare. With the second thought I feel the slightest mistake will end that possible future - and if both thoughts go astray from me then my heart will have rattled to its end and not even the cape hanging from my shoulders would make any difference.