Dreams of a Girl (or the) Girl of my dreams

She appeared to me in a dream once and resembled the look of an Angel standing while staring with a half awoken smile on her fresh, young face. Her brunette hair was like gentle waves and captured was I by the innocence that could be seen in her aura. Not a long dream, but the envision will last a memory. And in reality she appears to me in no lesser way. To imagine her is all that I can, to feel that I may one day be able to grace the aspect of her beauty with thine eyes, and perhaps even place the palm of my hand to embrace the softness of her cheeks. This is where a man starts to dream. It’s a wonder to understand her beauty because I can’t foretell the future behind the way she makes me feel. She taught me to have hope… hope for love. And when I think I’ve found the complete truth behind the reason that I won’t find love, the hope reinvents itself in me being attracted to this girl. I will liken myself to a fool to say that for no other girl would this hope have reinvented itself for. I guess as it was once said, “sometimes the fear of speaking the truth, is the fear of uncovering it” and so maybe that is why I get scared to even write this entry, but like a soldier who has the magnificence of the sun to look up to as a friend and allow its radiance to enter his heart like a way of love and hope; such is the same way I feel when thinking of this girl – when looking up to her I see a friend, but in my heart there is a feeling of hope that I don’t refuse. I think the beauty of a woman to a ‘real’ man is beyond her aspect; it’s in how beautiful she makes life feel for him. I would say that for some men, they see this and beg the Gods to not let them lose this hope they’ve been given. If Having to find again such hope and such a woman, it would be like losing your heart and having to build a new one until it reaches its fullest desire to live again. I don’t expect to find beauty like you, but I will keep hope that I do… even if the hope remains a dream. “A man can own the World by soaring through the skies and heavens, but such magnificence would still not touch the depths of her beauty”.
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So this is what you were talking about earlier . . . I read your message on fbook but I haven't replied yet. As for your entry, in your own words, "never say never." :) All the best.
Wow...this is has definitely made me feel like the Angel you say to see me as...one day, hopefully we will meet...when we are both ready...and just see where life takes us. Day by day we talk and dream...and hopefully, there will be a day out of those many that will be the greatest of all; finally meeting face to face. =D
I know i did what was right for me, but it still doesn't mean that it is right after all. I did what i wanted for me, and i feel it was wrong, i don't like to be selfish. I had to break someones heart and i chose his. I can't believe it.
As for the girl in your dreams... keep holding out, she'll find you.
Hey, haven't talked to you for awhile. How's life?
thats pretty amazing