You can't run away from who you're. There is no hiding and no escape. As much as you want to be, you'll never be normal and you'll never be like them; you'll never be the same. Though no matter how different you are, you'll give the last beat of your heart just to keep trying - just to be that person - just to be normal. You'll keep being who you aren't so that one day you may turn to be the who you are of who you weren't. Who you're will never be hidden, you'll never escape and you'll never be normal. It doesn't mean that you can't keep trying. The better person would accept they aren't normal and try for both. The better person will fool theirself trying, if they do.