She said, "there's a place where you can touch a woman and drive her crazy"; "Where" he asked?! She took his hand, pressed it firmly on her chest and softly said, "her heart".
Hey! Haven't heard from you in a while!! I'm keeping well, just so loved up with thomas.. =) But, it's nice to feel so happy!! How has life been at your end? -bx
Yes, she assumed I knew nothing about apartheid. I swear I wanted to start a rant(but I didn't). How am I? This was the worst week I've had in a long time. I skipped classes Monday, walked out of History Wednesday, and skipped Thursday. Wednesday I went home and cried myself to sleep because the guys in my History class are jerks. Today I had to bite my tongue constantly but i had music, Ben, and Jessica to keep rhose boys from saying anything.
I skipped Monday because I hadn't slept for three days and I was exhausted. Wednesday is the day I walked out. Thursday I skipped the entire day because I was an emotional wreck and I didn't want people asking questions. When i cry my eyes turn a deeper red than usual and my friends would know something was up.
I don't know why it effects me so much. When I was younger I could stand but I just can't now, the fact that they are doing this with no plausible reason is what is really getting to me. My assumption is that they like to mock me and such because I'm the only "large" person in that class. I don't get it, they don't really have any motives besides that, but I think I will be fine, I have to deal with them for 3 more months and I have Ben to make
History is the only class I have with all of them together. When they are seperated they're bareable. I think that because of the reason they are doing it is what gets at me the most upset, why I can't really ignore it. If was as rude to them as they are to me I would understand it but I always try to be nice to them and ignore it. I snap at them slightly when it just gets too much but isn't that to be expected? I've never judged them.
I compliment them when I feel it neccessary but I never get any bit of justice back. I'm just ready to give up and beg the counselor to switch my History class, and this school never does switches this late so I don't know if it will work out.