She Walks in Beauty

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! -Lord Byron-
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lord byron is the best.

the last thing i want for him to be is "oh, just another boyy i used to like." he is everything i want. but i realize myy friend likes him too. she tries keeping me from sitting near him. &i don't know. it's easyy to feel..jealous. but i'd be willing to give him up for her happiness. she always complains about not having a boyfriend, youu know? &i'd be okayy without one.

ohkayy. so i lied. i can't give him up.
not now. after everything i've been through.

but right now, it seems like the easier option.

boys are weird. most of them, at least. whenever theyy get angryy//pissed off or something, theyy shut youu out. &there i am trying to figure out what's wrong, trying to fix it, or at least make him smile again. but he shuts me out. for a week. &when he finallyy talks to me again, it's like nothing ever happened.

i don't know. i don't get it.
now, he started talking to me again. because i saw him yesterdayy for the first time in two &a half weeks. becuase teachers being on strike means no school, which means no seeing him.

he tripped me todayy. and it was...dumb. i don't know. becuase i reallyy tripped. haha. &almost fell. he said sorryy though, but i don't know.

from what i read in his xanga...i think he's trying to get over another girl. or something. i'm not sure.
he's always typign something about him missing someone, and does she even know. and stuff like that.

it kind of makes me sad. &even think that maybe i should just back off while he tries to figure things out.

but he is the one who has unknowinglyy helped me finallyy get over a reallyy big hurt..after half a year of letting it get to me. and i kind of want to be the one to help him.
...but i don't think i can ever reallyy be the one to help him becuase well, like i said he shuts me out. onlyy tells me about things that he knows won't make me worryy or care. like...he doesn't trust me. but i trust him fullyy &totallyy.

..even though after two times alreadyy of me trusting a boyy too much &telling him some of myy deepest secrets, and then having them not tell me anything back. i know not to sayy too much. especiallyy since
...both times, the boyy ended up hurting me reallyy bad to the point where it took more than just a couple of months to recover from.

so yea. i just wish that this boyy, justin, would trust me as i trust him. i feel reallyy open around him. &tell him everything that pops up in myy mind whenever i talk to him. of course, everything but the fact that i like him. xD

too bad youu&ayse can't meet up tomorow. but some other dayy, yes? (=
I absolutely love this poem! Wow...
You're right it did make me smile.
its good poem. i heard of it from a book called you suck. serious. and april 24 is my birthday. so much irony.