- Clark Kent ‘look a like’ - I’ve been growing my hair for a wee while now; it’s getting a little curly around the edges. My sister says I’m starting to look like Clark Kent, lol. - We shall see - I look forward to when I can play Snooker again. It would be a priority right now if money was not an issue, but as it is, I’m just waiting patiently until I can use my student loan to start practising again. My sister says I’m "stupid" to want to play it, but the more I ask her why, the more she goes from saying "because you are" to just eventually laughing, lol. If it turns out I have to, then I will, but I won’t be fond to have a career in advertising. I wouldn’t even consider Snooker as a career – purely a means to being able to help me with what I want to do in life. An advertising career wouldn’t allow for that at all. - A gut feeling or a feeling in the gut - I’m still feeling a wee bit funny inside and I’m still not too sure why. My appetite is low, I get a touch tired at the oddest of times and sometimes I just out of the blue get ‘really’ tired – usually around bed time so perhaps no coincidence, but wow does it come out of no where. Hmm… lack of getting out I guess. I’ll start working on that a bit. - Do you hold it against me that I miss you? - I can’t believe how much I miss a certain someone. I get scared sometimes by the occurrence of having to wait. 'If only you could, you would already give them all the devotion that’s built inside of you' – it’s aching to get out, but can’t quite do so; not just yet… still got to wait a bit longer. - A dream, but not of the unconscious kind - To be honest, I’m not too sure for me what is better; being happy, or being sad. I remember what it’s like to be happy, to have confidence, to feel free, to know that I can have everything even if part of that everything were to only remain a dream – I would still be happy. Though to be sad, and yet, still know that I can have everything and that maybe a part of that everything may in the end still only remain a dream – it’s got to be a wonder what it is that really makes me feel sad, but like I once said, loneliness is sometimes my solace, but am I really lonely. I don’t think it’s the thought or companion of loneliness that makes me sad; I think it’s being scared which makes me sad – scared that the dream might be taken away from me. It wasn’t the line "I have a dream" which made 'Martin Luther King Jr' the man that he was known for; it’s what his dream was about that made him who he was. We all have dreams and I have a dream too – these dreams will tell a story of who we are. I hope my dream comes true.