Today was decent, or is turning out to be. I skipped because I was exhausted and upset because mum yelled at me for one reason or another. You keep telling me that I can choose how to feel but it's as if I have no control over my emotions anymore. When I tell myself I don't want to cry it still happens, no matter how much I yell at myself not to do so. I think it's just the hormones my body is still going through because I'm still going through
Why do you have to be like that, so understanding and insightful and such? I really wish you lived in the US right now. I need someone to physically be there for me.