just admit it

Feeling: fedup
there is no use in trying to hide it... it was awkward... the whole taking a million pictures with some guy you think is cute but you know he has no interest in you..he just wanted a date. it was still fun. pictures at school were awkward. dinner was awkward. hanging out at blake's house was better. hanging out at the dance with people you're afraid to dance with was not so good. but it was still fun watching chrystal dance...just not on the dance floor. merry-go-round was fun. lol. walking to blake's in the rain was fun. renting the sandlot. best movie ever. walking all the way across the parking lot in heels to taco bell to find out it was closed..was cold. coming home changing and then picking up blake to go find a taco bell that was open was fun? lol. eating. and then arguing with my brother to let me go back out again at 12 30 to watch a movie. which apparently isn't what kids do at 12 30. little does he know thats actually what we did. picked blake up. went to andre's watched the beginning of the sandlot. fell asleep. woke up to it pouring outside. watched the end of the sandlot afraid to drive home. dropped blake off. ran into the curb because my windows were all fogged and one of my lights is out. and the streets were flooded. driving home=crazy scary all of la palma was flooded last night. all of it. trying to avoid the flood by turning down a street that was even more flooded. it was fun. i had fun. the end of the night was a lot better than the beginning. waking up at 1 30 this morning to my mom already home and in a bad mood. was NOT so good. messy house=angry mother. ...but i'd do it again in a heartbeat
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of course i dont know him.

but im glad you had a good time

so. hows the job search?
shaaaarla...i updated. :)
[Anonymous]
haha. its just a stupid boy.

and even I dont know whats going on.
:/

but ill go with both. because i know for me its concern. but sometimes its nothing i should be concerned with. so its just nosey.

get it?!

and so. now this is nosey. what senior boy do you speak of?
hahahahaha
oh sharla. that sounds like fun!

at least you went.

and sometimes. the awkwardness makes it all the better.
i know in all my experiences it has.

awkward keeps you on your toes!

i want to see you and your prettieness in pictures! haha

boy your grade? senior?