So i feel like i've been on one big vacation. my mom was gone for 12 days. i felt so free. I think i spent about every moment with christopher. It was amazing and we didn't get tired of each other and we didn't fight. I could spend every minute of every day with him. i love him sooo much. In a week from today we will have been dating for 5 months. Have i mentioned thats my longest consecutive relationship EVER. And Tomorrow is Valentines day. I've never had anyone to celebrate Valentines day with before so this will be a new experience for me. I can't wait! I just can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him!! He's just so perfect and so amazing and understanding. Even when we are fighting we both know its just a matter of time before we'll talk through it and get over it. We can't stay mad at each other for long. Its almost impossible. I don't know if he understands though how much i do love him. I'd do anything for him. I Love Him I Love Him I Love Him I Love Him I Love Him! On another note. I don't have a job anymore. I got fired. Its one long stupid unfair story, but now i'm looking for a new job. I hate job searching.