i want to be over you i don't want to think about you everyday and worse, every night i don't want to imagine how it was or could be i don't understand how distance hasn't helped and how new friends haven't helped and each boy i've kissed just makes me want you more and more i know how you feel your warmth the way we fit i know how you make me feel safe and comfortable now i know that those are things i'll only ever be able to relive in my mind instead of experiencing over and over again because i know the mistakes i have made can never be forgiven can never be forgotten i just don't know how i let it all slip through my fingers how i let you go i don't know how i let myself make those mistakes and now i've only gotten worse i know i am much worse and falling deeper i just need to be over you and then it won't hurt so bad and it won't seem so bad and maybe, maybe i'll be able to forgive myself most of all i need to be over you because i know that thoughts of me don't keep you up at night and don't bombard you during the day i know...that you are completely and entirely over me i'm sorry...