last night. oh how horrible it turned out i wanted to go and not care i wanted to pretend i was happy and not talk to you so we pulled up and there you were together and i wanted to scream my fucking head off we were there for about 5 minutes shawn was freaking out too we both had that right so we went to get food all four of us sorry eastside=bullshitnonstop then stephanie's mom was having a cow which prevented either of us from going out to have fun - - - - you don't even understand no one does how angry i am how much i want to rip both your heads off WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU EVER THINK THIS WAS OKAY!?! and the worst part is whenever i see them i go into "i'm bubbly and don't care if my bestfriend and ex-boyfriend want to date, haha" ugh. fuck you all. i hate that word but it works oh so well one day i'll fly away