i'm so bored. work days always feel like such a waste because there never seems like enough time to actually do something because i'll just have to go work so i'm boyfriendless it feels good maybe thats mean but no more dating for me not for a while not until i figure out where i'm going to school next year where i'm going to college where i'm living next year who my friends really are who i really am oh boy mid life crisis here i am ha.