i can't decide whether or not to leave this diary behind
it is filled with so many memories
but i do like new starts and that is why i have so many journals to begin with
however, this one seems to have stuck around this long, perhaps i just need to continue on with it
let's be honest, i don't feel the slightest bit weird saying this to you, on here, because of what it is, but i haven't seen you in years!