i seem to make a big deal about everything new
drama queen much ?
yikes.
things are going good except i feel like i'm focusing too much on one person and my world is starting to revolve around him a little too much.
its cute at first
and you're giddy and smiley and its amazing
but i need to not let that control me
i need to do my work
i need to focus on school
and not forget about friends
or family
and money! oh dear.
whenever i start seeing someone
i don't know where my money goes, but its gone. GONE!. well maybe not gone. but almost.
ps. i need a new job!!!!!! asap!
i can't stand mine anymore. anyone hiring ?
haha. and all my money always dissappears too! and i dont know where on clothes? because i know hes the one buying dinner and a movie? it has to be the coffees on my way over?
id hate to be a boy who believed in chiivalry