so its almost 3 am. and i can't sleep. at all. i'm not the least bit tired which is weird because at work i could barely concentrate i was so out of it, but i guess that doesnt mean i was tired. summer is near its end and i'm about to be a senior i can only hope this year lives up to its expectations more than anything though, i would love to be in college right now. i'm so jealous of all those who are experiencing it this year. if this year is anything like the last 3 it will go by so fast that i won't know what hit me. soon enough i'll be graduating. filled with so many emotions i won't know what to do with myself. i only pray that i make it through graduation without tripping. i've been concentrating so much on the end of this year though. what about the beginning ? the middle ? all the activities? the events? the dances ? i'm not worried anymore. i'm not going to care this year if i'm not asked to a single dance. its senior year and the only thing that should be on my mind is my future not the trends and styles of today. not the boy sitting next to me in class. not friends who im not even friends with. it should be fun. i want more than anything is for this year to be fun. my goal: to take as many pictures as i possibley can.