call me crazy. no really. do it. well anyways i am crazy i'm glad i'm grounded. i think at this point it might be good for me. i need sometime to reflect and find out who my friends really are. who i really am and what i want and sometimes, no offense, my friendships blur my judgement of those things or maybe not because i'm not even sure who i call friends anymore. but i love you all. and i was going strong and going good and then i stumbled and fell and he was there he picked me up and wiped my tears and he loves me and i love him but we both know it'll happen again and he'll always be there and i'll always turn to him you may not understand now but you will