Fall is coming. i love it. it makes me so happy. except that i'm not happy at all. i'm jealous. and annoyed. and lonely. and tired. because of you [me] school is already stressful. i need a job. if you know somewhere thats hiring. tell me. please! my first dance class is this tuesday. first pilates. then ballet for 2 hours. i'm scared. i'm 2 weeks behind. i suck. the people or person who wants me around i don't want to be around right now. and the people or person i want to be around don't want me around. its funny[/sad] how things work. i wish it would rain. everyday.