what is it? and why don't i have it? i feel like i'm stuck in a kids body and trying to get out i don't know how to find a happy medium to be sexy and look sexy without looking skanky i tend to feel uncomfortable when trying to look sexy and i wear multiple layers and cover up and i'm such a kid about it what guy will ever go for this hrmmm maybe one day i will just break free and feel the way i always wanted