friends do come and go and go and go. i'm not really sure any one of them was a TRUE friend because i'm not sure true friends leave...why would they. and i don't mean leave as in state to state but as in heart to heart. yada yada yada. i've come to terms with my lack of friends. i want something permanent. i want SOMEONE that is permanent. if not then yeah we can be "friends" talk to me when you want and i'll listen and i'll care and we'll laugh. all the good things. have a heart to heart. and then we'll go our ways for another month or so...and come back again. its fine. we all do it. its just not permanent. thats all i want. but thats not something thats attainable.