I know I said I would not update this anymore, but I need somewhere to write/type my feelings and emotions (the entry with that comment has been deleted). I will no longer be bothering to change the date either. It is my birthday tomorrow, don't wish me a happy birthday, because it wont be, birthdays stop being fun when you realise your not a 'kid' anymore. One day a year you get to act as childish as you like, and do what you want, it's not enough for some people. As you may have gathered, I live in my own little world, and the alteration of the date was a way of trying to get other people into it. I am alone in my world, and it is very lonely there. My world is still accessable to people, but only if you truely want to be there. I am at school, and lunch is almost over, I should be able to update again when I get home.