I have been drawing all day, funny thing is I was alone all the time but did not feel like I was. Thank you all for you comfort, and kind words. It was because of them that I got through the day, and did not injure myself. I know it is never a good idea, but I have been very depressed and morbid lately, so...can't help it. I drew a demon-thing with no head, and a coffin saying 'we're already dead, we just don't realise it yet', so, my mood has not been great. But I was not alone, I have all my friends supporting me, and with me, in my heart and mind. My heart is fixed, and I am better. I must thank you once again for all your help. Love you all By the way, does anyone ever read the earlier entries, and if so does anyone leave comments on them? Your all beautiful