i'm sick of all this fucking bullshit. I hate being angry, but the person i'm angry at doesn't even know i'm angry with them. I can hide it very well. Jes, if you think it's you i'm angry with, you are wrong. I am not angry with you, nor will i ever be, just hope everything works out with your new boyfriend.
As for everything else? Well, my life is so full of shit right now that talking about it would take all fuckin day, cause no-one just listens, they interupt and offer advice and all that. That aint what i want right now, i just want someone i can talk to that will listen. I don't want anyone offering advice or trying to help, because their interuptions piss me off, and their suggestions don't usually work. I just want someone who will actually fucking listen to my ranting, without interuption, and provide some kind of comfort when i finish. But that isn't going to happen anytime soon. The only person who would even try listening lives in another country.
So this is just another fucking rant, with no point to it. These emotions that build will probably make me do something really stupid later, but for now i'm in school so i cant.
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