I'm back from the camping trip. I was right, it was boring! Something bad happened, and something I don't like happened. I don't like one of the people that went, but he is dating a close friend of mine, Lauren. So, because of that, he keeps trying to be friendly towards me...Lauren doesn't know yet, and I don't plan on telling her. Anyone else is free to, but I don't want to. At least, not until her friend, and boyfriend, have gone home.
I don't want him to 'make an effort' to be my friend, I don't want him to be my friend.
Lauren was the only friend I had at that camp, and she had 2 other friends with her.
One of them doesn't like me, and the other is her boyfriend...
There is fear there, mainly from me. I am close to Lauren, and I don't want him to ruin that. But also fear for her. I don't want her to get too close to him, only to have him hurt her:(
Really not feeling great right now:'(
Lou