It's been a while since i wrote in here. So here's an update, for anyone bored, or stupid, enough to look into my life: The holiday started yesterday. Two weeks in Greece. It'll be fun. Right? One day and i'm burned already. My skin is gonna be raw by the end of this holiday. I knew being in the sun would be bad, but i wasn't even in the sun for long. I spent most of the day yesterday in the pool. Granny and Grandad have their own pool so me and B spent almost all day in there. It was a lot of fun. I broke up with beth the day i left for Greece. She pissed me off one too many times. She said it was because she'd been drinking a bit too much. But if she's gonna get like that every time she drinks at all, i really don't want to be with her. Besides, people are generally more honest when drunk. It was nice to finally know what she really thinks and feels. I really doubt i'll be getting back with her again. I know i've said that countless times before, but this time i really do mean it. I do love her, but i can't keep going through all this. Not anymore. There's only so much a guy can take, you know? I guess we'll just have to see what happens after the holiday. But i can guarantee, if she does want to get back with me, it will take a lot for me to even believe that's what she wants. That's not for eleven days yet. Return home on the 15th. She might even have found someone new by then. Though i doubt it. i love you more than there are stars in the sky, grains of sand in the desert, drops of water in the sea, hairs on all my dogs, people in the world... Take all those figures, multiply them together. You might, just about, get one millionth of how much i love you.