In drama today, i felt a wierd sensation. Laying on my back, relaxing. The whole class was doing it, including the teacher. Eyes closed. I was thinking of her again. Listening to our song, the song that always reminds me of her. And i felt something unusual, something i've never felt before, not this strong. I felt power surging through my body, coming from my hands. The power was focused there. Last time i felt this power, and it wasn't as strong, i wanted to use it to punish those who deserved it, to make those who hurt me pay. This time, none of that came with it, no anger, no pain. It bought happiness. I've not been truly happy in a long time, but this feeling, this power, dissolved all the bad things in my life, removed the worry and the pain. I don't expect many people to understand, or anyone to know who i'm talking about. It's best if you don't guess, or assume. If you wish to know, ask me. I'll answer honestly. Just, don't ask on here, cause i aint postin it in another entry.