This has got to be the worst I've felt in a long time. I'm almost crying -- something I very very rarely do -- I feel almost..... I hate to say it, but I feel almost dead inside. I've felt this way for a while now... I can't explain right now. I'm sorry... ********************************************* on a different note... my mum asked me to make an effort with the homework, so here is what it's about. Enjoy. ********************************************* My Religious Education teacher set me homework, nothing odd about that. What we had to do was answer a simple question. "Do you believe in god? Give reasons for your answer." Normally I'd answer imediatly with 'no', then go through a simple explination why. Something like this: I used to be religious, but I lost faith when someone I loved, and cared deeply about, died. But, what with my mum being a christian, and questioning her faith right now, and my sister being christian. One of my close friends is too... and my mum's friends are... I will have to see my teacher tomorrow about it... try to explain... I'm hurting really badly right now, that is the only way I know I'm not dead inside