Nothin special...Mum makin me go camping on Friday, no computer for three days. No playstation either. And they say it will be fun? Are they crazy? Considering getting rid of comments completely, those that usually leave comments have my e-mail address, or some way of contacting me, and those that don't usually leave comments but do occasionally can find my e-mail address in an earlier entry. I don't understand what's been happening to me lately, I keep getting headaches, and a light-headed feeling, that makes me almost fall over. Proberly due to lack of sleep:S Went to a thing today that got me talking about anger, my anger in perticular. I bottle everything up, every nasty comment, every word, everything that hurts me, or makes me angry. That's what I didn't say, I bottle up things that upset me too. So, after a while, the slightest thing can set me off, and when I get angry, I really get angry. Don't judge me by this, I lost control when I did it...A friend, a close friend, said something to me, joking of course, but it set me off. I grabbed my friend by the throat. I realised what I was doing just before I started choking her. Luckily I didn't hurt her, cause then I'd feel worse just bringing the memory up. I think I didn't hurt her. The whole thing left us both quite shaken, she was shocked by what I had done, and so was I. I'm not proud of doing it, it is somethign I hate myself for doing. *burries head in hands* I don't remember if I apoligised for doing that, I mean, I think I did but I can't remember. So, I'll be apoligising for that again later today. Think that's everything..... Ummmm.....yup *hugs everyone who reads this* Bye ****************************************************************************************** I've just been messing about with the settings recently. Anyone logged in can comment:)