My last few entries have been crap. Normally, my writing has at least some depth, but lately i've been feeling off. I haven't been able to focus on anything for more than a couple of minutes, my head has been pounding like fuck, and my mind has been screwing with me. My emotions are the worst, though. I've been hating people for no real reason, and i've been getting stressed much more easily. So i apoligise for the lack of a decent entry, or an entry with any real depth to it. And i apoligise if i've hurt you or upset you over the last few days. I am trying to get back to my usual depth, my last proper entry was may 1st, so it's been a while. I'm trying to go back the way i was before, when i was certain i was wanted. Now i'm confused, and spend most of my time feeling alone and discarded. People are self-centered, at least to a certain degree. The only person they see having problems is themself. Then they try and blame these problems on other people. I'm fed up with blaming other people. I'm screwed up, and it's my own fault. I admit it, i'm a genuine fuckup. just like everyone else...