It's been three weeks to a month since she broke up with me, i dunno the exact timespan, i lose track of days sometimes. Whole days, just gone. I was just starting to get over her, just starting to actually move on. And now i get told she wants me to know she still loves me. Am i meant to believe that? why should i? If she really does love me, why did she break up with me to get with someone else...? And why did she pass the message through a friend, why not just tell me herself? Why should i believe she still loves me...? Specially now, when i'm just starting to move on... i still have that dragon on display in my room. I guess i haven't moved on completely yet. i still listen to our song sometimes, it reminds me of you, of us... But i'm trying. And now this. I want to believe her, i really do, but i cant. I just cant believe her. She won't even tell me herself, how am i meant to believe she loves me...? Normally by now, i'll be dating someone else, but i've not even been able to bring myself to ask anyone else out...