I have no use for love, twice it has caused me pain, twice it has cut me deep, twice it has broken my heart beyond repair. That's two strikes, and I'm not going to give it the chance to get me a third time, I am afraid of what might happen. I don't want any more pain, I don't want to be human, I don't want any of this to be true, I don't want to give up on love for good.
But I have no other choice, it does hurt, I am human, it is all true, no matter what is said, I have given up on love, for ever.
Big Matt