As this is an update of my previous entry, I have kept the same emotion. It is how I still feel. O.K, here is the update: both of the friends have asked me out, and I love them both. I have known one of them for almost 3 years and have been friends with for all of them, and the other was the only one there for me when I was at my most vunerable, the day I posted the entry which said I had been crying. My head is hurting, I can't come up with a solution that does not upset either of them. Damn my logical thinking:( Your all beautiful