Hey ya'll what's up? Well, Friday afternoon mom and Gary went to the mountains, I decided I didn't want to go so I stayed home. well I mixed up when she said she was going to be back I thought sunday night but she said saturday night. Well I went to a family get together with James and was going to stay the night with him. Mom called and told me to get home, i told her i couldn't leave until my ride was ready and she said for me to get to the highway so she could pick me up(James lives in the boonies) SO I was gonna walk and they wouldn't let me and it turned into a really big deal. James' dad offered me a place to live if i needed it, and mom went stupid when she heard that. She wants me to stop seeing James. She thinks that the only reason I am even with him is to do drugs, but that isn't really true. Ya know? I dunno, I really really care about Him and I don't just want to up and say, James I love ya to death but my mom says that i can't see you again until I turn 18 and move out... That isn't really fair. Oh well, I am not smoking dope anymore, nor am i drinking or popping pills. So ya. I dunno where I am going from here, I don't know where i stand with James, but i am trusting that GOD's hand in this and if that is true, i have nothing to worry about. TTLY. Kayla PS. Hope everyone had a good christmas