Break ups are no fun

by crazycutter
Feeling: addicted
Hey Ya'll what's up? I hope that everyone had a good new year. Well, Last night I broke up with James. I felt horrible about it, then I go to Wal-mart and find out that he was cheating on me! I dunno if I should be angry of upset or very vindictive. I think vindictive would work very nicely. Well I guess iT is all good, I have Dean to keep me company. Kayla
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Hopefully I can do more than just keep you company. Hopefully I can give you more than what you merely need. Hopefully I can piece that heart back whole.

I hope this weekend was a good start?
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Here it is, 3:28, and you know what? I can't sleep. Yea when I got off the phone with you, I was dog tired. But then I woke up. I didn't have that sweet voice soothing me anymore. Those words...that sound of your smile...that feeling of contenment.

And now I fear it'll be alot later when I do eventually drift into a lonely slumber. Why? Cause you're not there. And you know what? I'm running out of room. Continue on -->
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(Continued) If you're not there, where I know you're safe in my arms, how can I rest? You told me I'm a drug. No, you are. I can't rest without you. I have so much energy, and want to do nothing more than to spend it making you happy and fulfilling the promises we spoke of in the serenity of the night, under the haven of the stars. Damnit girl...you've got me. Know that? You got me good. But I don't mind, and I actually like it. -->
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(Continued) I like it, and don't want to change one bit of it, except maybe the insomnia bit.

Just so you know, I'd have called you about 1 if I knew it wouldn't wake certain peoples up. I wouldn't want you to get fussed at just cause I can't sleep without you in my arms.

But if my plans work out fine, I won't have to worry about that, will I?

Thank you Kayla, for allowing me to feel again. -->
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(Continued) It's so nice knowing that I'm still human, and that I still have emotions inside this steadily warming heart you've so carefully taken control of. Thank you so much for allowing me to love again. To enjoy a beautiful day again. To stare in wonder at the stars again. And most of all, for giving me the second chance.

It was quite litteraly a second chance at life. And for that, I'm enternally grateful.-->
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(Continued) And I don't mind nor care who knows that I've fallen in love with you. Yea sure whatever, four to five days right? But we were together basically every minute of those days. And didn't get bored once. I know the whole time I wanted more. But I suppose I can live with this amount of care a reciprocal love you give me.

I'm gonna go try to sleep, again. I love you Kayla. Goodnight...
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Thank you dean knew i was going at 2 so dont go there...But it is okay i am done with him...so yall do yalls thing and i will do my thing...happy for yall...but it was dumb on ur part for you to even say anything to me on the other entry i wrote b.c you and him was talking then and had intentions of getting together so its all good don't say nothing to me and i want say nothing too yall good luck and goodbye
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Break ups are nasty.
ok i dont know you but he most likely didnt expect you to dump his ass so....just thought i'd leave a comment