Hey people. I hope all of you are doing well. I'm not really feeling all that great. I just want to dissapear. I wanted to get away from my mom but it seems that God has other plans for me. She is EVERYWHERE! She is hanging out with all of my friends and it sucks. Why does she have to do this? Why can't I just disapear? I guess I have been feeling alone, overwhelmed and suicidal. Im not going to kill myself don't worry, but i can still feel like it. I have failed miserably in any attempt to "Better" myself. I think I should Just give up. I mean damn this is way too hard! Ya'll Please talk to me. I feel so alone. Kayla