took my fine arts and PE finals today...haha, those were jokes. tomorrow i have english (which we already did so we are finishing watching "Snow Falling On Cedars") and bio (WHICH I AM GOING TO FAIL!!!)
i think Luker thought that if she seperated Shannon and I that i would start to understand...wrong assumption. now i don't have shannon so answer the stupid questions i do have and i don't wanna ask outloud cuz everyone will think i'm retarded.
i REALLY need to clean my room(s). they are soo dirty. the only reason i clean them is usually one of three reasons: 1. my parents make me, 2. someone comes over, or 3. because it gets so dirty i can't even live in it anymore.
i'm becoming depressed. i'm gonna miss all my friends, esp the ones who are leavin sig. that's the only regret i have about it being almost summer.
today at lunch i was telling alison and almeta all the ppl i hate. i don't really hate them, but i guess i was just in a bad mood. like everyone i saw i was like, "i hate her, and him, oh and her...ooh i really hate her." so sorry if i said i hated you, didn't mean it (not that you will know if i said that). alison was like, "so lauren, who do you NOT hate" and it took me ten thousand years to answer. what's wrong with me?
and i feel bad cuz i said i hated ryan (BUT I DON'T, DON'T GET ME WRONG!) and then he came over with pie and gave almeta, alison, and i a humungo slice. and i felt bad. so ryan, if you're reading this (which i doubt) i really don't hate you.
-ryan mac
-ryan mac